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    chrisjospeh91 is offline New Member
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    Default Looking for some advice.

    Hey all, this is my first post to this forum but I've been lurking around here for some time now. I started taking vicodin recreationally about 4 years ago. It progressed to percocet then oxycontin. It used to be only in the evening befre I went to bed. Kinda like someone would have drink to wind down after a long day. About 7 months ago I started taking it 2 times a day and then very quickly it progressed to every 4-6 hours . About a month and a half ago, due to cost, I decided to try >>>>>>. I snorted it at first assuring myself that I hated needles so I would never be the junkie that shoots it. Sure enough after about a week of snorting it I started shooting it. Now I go through about 10-14 bags a day. I have been tired of this and ended up going to a suboxone doctor about a month ago. It hasn't been a success story due to the fact that I haven't been strong enough to get through the induction process. I end up selling my sub script to by more >>>>>>. So this month I decided to keep my script. I really am tired of life at this point and either want to get off these drugs or put a bullet in my brain. So on saturday at around 10pm I shot 3 bags and went to sleep. Somehow i managed to sleep really long waking up a few times in between but just staying in bed saying the longer I sleep the better. At about 8pm on sunday I woke up with chills, sweating like a pig, really confused and agitated, RLS etc.I took about 6mg of suboxone and waitied about 10min only to feel the same way. Shouldn't it work right away? About 2 weeks ago I tried to quit in the same manner and took about 16mg and i think I went into precipitated withdrawl cause after i took the sub i didnt feel any better and actually started vomitting like crazy. Anyways last night after I didn't feel the sub was working I lost hope and after about 20min I shot up again. I realize that this is soley my fault and its just that I'm too weak or what not. My question to you is this. Should I try the sub thing again? should I go to a methadone clinic? Should i go to a rehab place? although i hear they use sub anyway. I really don't know what to do. But I am at the end of the line here.... Thanks for any suggestions.

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    HI Chris
    did you use the cows work sheet when you started, i think maybe you were not ready yet... you need to hit a 26 on the work sheet..
    I know it feels like you are going to die but sometimes we don't wait long enough..
    talk to you soon, Melinda

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    chrisjospeh91 is offline New Member
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    Default Felt like it..

    I did not use the cows sheet as I hadnt seen that till I read roberts suboxone post this morning. As i Looked at it it though it felt like i was a 26 but i realize that can be subjective.

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