Hi I am new here and posted once before a few years back. I was on 120mg then. Anyways I am on day 2 no methadone. Except I had 2 10mg left holding on to take piece at night to help sleep. Quick rundown. I used to be on fent 50mg patch 12 norcos 6 10 mg perc and 30mg oxy everyday plus klonopin. So I moved outbox state and no Dr would prescribe by that time I was off fent patch norcos and only taking oxy and percs of course I always take more back then. So I had no choice but to go to a methadone clinic. Big mistake. They only cared about money. But as we no the wds are so bad we do what we have to so I thought at the time I was making right choice. Within 1 year they had me up to 175mg day and said i could go up more... I was not me anymore. So fast fwd I moved back to ca and my old Dr would prescribe me the pill form and been cutting down. I am currently on 70mg a day give or take some days. Pharmacy told me I could get my script 2 days ago then said not till thurs or fri. Ugh. In morning I take highest dose prob why last 2 morn I felt ok but as day goes on it kick's in and im a crying emotional wreak. If I can pick up tomorrow thurs then I should make it. But if I have to wait till Friday at noon. I am worried. I have to drive 45 min to pharmacy I live in rural area. Any advice and any advice on getting off obis merrygoround in hell? I want my life back. IM tired... I been doing this for 6-7 years. Started from medical issues surgeries chronic pain that this one norco got me to this point is baffling. Plus Dr says I am still on a very high dose... Is there a light at the end? Thank you for reading and I am on a taper. I want off. As of now he drops me 5mg every 4-8 weeks. When should the taper slow down? God bless you all!