K. 7 years ago I hurt my back real bad. So bad I couldn’t walk due to nerve damage. I eventually worked my way up to taking 180 mgs of hydromorph daily. So on Wednesday at noon I took my last dose and soon after I decided that I no longer wanted to take these soul sucking pills ever again.
So to get to the point. I’m 54 hours in and I literally want to die. How much longer does this last. I’m actually glad for the pain. I can feel again,I want my soul back. Ever since I’ve been taking these pills I’ve hidden in a basement watching tv counting the minutes til my next dose and I’ve had it. I’ll eat the pain. I’m cool with that. It’s the hot flashes and the vomiting and diarrhea that are the real issue.
How much more. I’ve been told 2 more days that Sunday and I’m cool with it but I’d like to hear from someone with experience with such a high dose going cold turkey.
I’m done being a junkie.
I’m 42 years old. About 6 years ago I got an impaired driving. I beat the charge but it made me re-evaluate my life and I haven’t had a drink since. I keep the half full bottle of wild turkey on my dresser to remind me I’m stronger than that bottle. I was pickled since I was 17 years old. I’ve done every drug known to man. Heck I snorted an 8 ball my dealer bet if I couldn’t snort it I had to pay and if I did get er down it was free. I got er down.
I’ve snorted oxy 80s for breakfast and kicked as at work. I’m a farmer. I build houses. Nothing is better than feeling no pain in that job. So when I said no more I stopped doing all of it and I didn’t miss any of it.
Then I hurt myself and it figures it’s tge stuff my doc gives me that I get hooked on.
So anyone know how much longer I gotta go here
Thanks for any help