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    Lvg nghtmare is offline Platinum Member
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    Good Morning Beef,
    Harry Potter now who wouldn't be excited for that eh
    Yeah a few hour car ride I don't know why I never make the time to do all we have here. See UncleLeo I can walk around Disney and get my workout in ha... Yes definitely the world convention actually excited about that not much these days I can honestly say I look forward to. Sometimes life's boring now clean but wouldn't give up my clean time for nothing no matter what... Glad everything is going good for you...
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    Quote Originally Posted by Lvg nghtmare View Post
    Ohhhh Ready...
    So dang hot and humid did I say I hate to sweat
    Funny was thinking haven't heard a peep from you and here you are yea hope all is well with you to my friend you have to be close to 9 months eh? I actually just asked Draven if he heard from you coincidence ha. Update when you can my friend.
    Lol, Lvng... I passed 9 months quite some time ago!! I will have 18 months clean near end of August... I guess time flies when we are having fun! Did you have your procedure you wrote about?? I am assuming all went well if you did.
    Stay cool!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Redy2BeeHappy View Post
    Lol, Lvng... I passed 9 months quite some time ago!! I will have 18 months clean near end of August... I guess time flies when we are having fun! Did you have your procedure you wrote about?? I am assuming all went well if you did.
    Stay cool!
    Oops was a typo I meant 19 months
    Congratulations on 18 lol yep time is flying by eh...
    No haven't got that done yet have to go to a specialist and of course earliest I can get in is 2 month waiting trying to live in the moment but geeze sometimes the fear gets its hooks in... But just for today all is well Ready...

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    Lvg - I just want to say I cannot imagine going through what you went through. I am sure I have told you this before, but you are amazing to have been able to gather yourself, make up your mind, and save your own life. Your parents sound wonderful and supportive. The background they both have helps, but in the end, it's only ourselves that can make it happen.

    We all have bad days no matter what. It takes a lot from ourselves and people on here to see there is still some light, whether it be tomorrow, or the next day or the next. Time is one thing that is golden. The more you can put behind you, the better off you are. So glad you shared the above story. It speaks to so many how a seemingly impossible situation can be overcome--of course, one day at a time.

    Keep posting. Your attitude always put a light on this forum.

    Hope
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    What's the word Lvg? How are the Energies?

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    Quote Originally Posted by UncleLeo View Post
    What's the word Lvg? How are the Energies?
    Hey UncleLeo,
    Let's see this week prolly taken about 5hours to get to my dock....
    I finally get a chance to get out there what's that you say great place to wake up and have coffee pftt it seems like every mosquito in the state of Florida enjoyed my new clean blood geeze my crazy life... "energies" ha I'm digging deep this week.. I know I know this too shall pass... lacking motivation lately... So yeah I'm open minded to suggestions?
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    So what's going on should be prolly a week off the remeron? How we feeling?

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    Good morning myfriend?? Got the bug spray and sunscreen handy?? Hope you have a great day!!
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    Grrr.... I guess I deserve your lack of sympathy eh lol....
    Hope all is well with you too....
    Ready for beach volleyball

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    Suggestions eh???

    Strip off that flesh suit & dive right off that Dock!

    Them blood suckers can’t get you if you’re not in your suit.

    Kiss,

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    I hate to admit this at my age I don't know how to swim...
    Yep how simple that would be eh... Lol

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    Just trying to get your energies flowing if we're gonna make the Olympic beach volleyball team. I'll be sure to bring you some water wings when we head on down there.

    Tomorrow is a new day. Get outta your head!!
    Beef
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    Quote Originally Posted by Beefaroni7272 View Post
    Just trying to get your energies flowing if we're gonna make the Olympic beach volleyball team. I'll be sure to bring you some water wings when we head on down there.

    Tomorrow is a new day. Get outta your head!!
    Beef

    Hahaha water wings...
    Oh Beef it's not that I'm in my head it's just I get days where I'm exhausted fatigued zero motivation ughhh it goes just as fast as it comes if I haven't suffered enough it comes on with a vengeance sometimes just to keep me in check to remind of where I came from.. I get those days where an earthquake, hurricane tornado blowing my roof off won't get me off the couch hahaha UncleLeo geeze that's funny today but life not to long ago...
    I'm good Beef I'll be ready for the Olympics when you get back home lol...
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    Oh, it's been one of those weeks/months. I get it. Well a wise woman once told me that this too shall pass. (Keep in mind that I'm typing this as I sit on my couch icing my back and eating a ice cream cone)
    *Beef bows his head in shame, but doesn't stop eating*
    We're all allowed to have these kind of days, but it just can't be everyday. But you know that, and I'm sure your purse is waiting by the door for you just like Cat trained you. On days like today I try to find some excuse to get out of the house. Otherwise I'd never get out of bed on my days off. Today I got up and got my oil changed, then I met K and brought her lunch and a coffee. Did I just want to lay in bed. Of course. Who wouldn't? Worked late last night and I'm tired. But it made me feel better and like I accomplished something other than sinking another 6 inches into the couch.

    Not really sure where I'm going with this one........ But yeah, I get it. Energies. And I know the A.C. is life saving down there and the temp/humidity makes it even that much harder to get going. As soon as you walk outside you're covered in sweat. Lol

    Anyways......as always proud of you!! And thanks for being you!! You are one in a million!!
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    Ohhh Beef you listen to suggestions well ha...
    Way to make me eat my words. Good job BTW if I ever need an inspirational pep talk I'll be knocking on your door. Yes I would love to just stay on the couch but being a productive member of society today I don't have that option. To many commitments today. I was just putting it out to others that man the fatigue and exhaustion at times is relentless. It's all normal but what do I expect after abusing drugs for so many years. Yep it takes time... When I first came to this forum I wanted to kill the others that said after a few months clean they were doing amazing as I was struggling for well over a year and half. I thought wow how screwed up am I. So I guess I wanted others to know that some of us it takes a long time to repair the damage we have done with the junk. So thank you my friend for all your support....
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    Why is it so damn quiet around here? So many people need to climb that hill or make it to their dock...a shame of wasted wisdom...
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    LVG (Hope),

    Thanks for the piggyback UncleLeo. Confession- I’ve been stalking you since I got here but never feel like I got the right words to break the ice. I can’t let that go any further so Today is Action Day. So, Hi! I love your wisdom! I’ll be by soon....pinky promise on that. Your words have inspired me in so many ways!

    Lvg- Do you feel that??? Change is coming!!! We’re about to enter the Full Moon Zone & it’s about to be a doozy. Not only is it gonna be a Blood Moon but a Lunar Eclipse- the longest Eclipse this Century!

    All Aboard for anyone reading this. Now is the Time to make the Change you been hoping for. This is the Life Changing event you been waiting on. If you really want this & ready to put in the work then it’s ripe for the pickings this Full Moon!

    I Know I’m Not the Only One Who Can FEEL It,

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    Quote Originally Posted by UncleLeo View Post
    Why is it so damn quiet around here? So many people need to climb that hill or make it to their dock...a shame of wasted wisdom...
    Ohhh Uncle I'm going to call you on your chit my love.... I think we are all guilty of just lurking... I try to with the best of my ability to welcome newbies here and still help others struggling... Sometimes I just don't have words ya know... For me I have no experience with subs you my friend have been to hell and back from the garbage. You have so much to give my friend. I'm waiting for the day you become a diamond member let your experience strength and hope flow buddy, I know how much you have helped me. Our struggles help others and ourselves... We are not alone... Love you UncleLeo
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    Stalker ������
    Let me get my seat belt strapped on...
    Not sure if I can handle anymore changes at this moment in time...

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    How's the energies lvg??

    One guilty lurker here!!
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    Quote Originally Posted by Beefaroni7272 View Post
    How's the energies lvg??

    One guilty lurker here!!
    Yep didn't even have to call you out ha...
    So what do we do differently today?
    No lurking post the good post the bad we welcome with open fingers ha to the newbie eh... See how this works we can't keep what was feeling given to us if we don't give it away...
    I'm doing ok my friend. How about you? Find a job here at home yet? What's up in your world today? OK break over check back in later...

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    Things are good up here. K has 2 Dr appts today and I know she is happy about that. Still job hunting, but I do have 2 Skype interviews today, so we shall see what happens. I'm ready to get the move on. Job has been overly stressful lately. Can't seem to keep any employees worth a dam. Been working harder than I like for sure. But so is life I suppose. Been to a chiropractor 3 times over the last week and just can't seem to get my back straightened out. So I think I gotta go again. Maybe Friday or Saturday. It's not horrible like it was, just really sore and slightly bothersome. But I guess that's the price we pay. I'm sure if I dropped a few lbs. I'd feel better. (Easier said than done) But I gotta do something (nothing changes if nothing changes right??) But things are good. Just been a long summer. Got the kids books the other day for school. Guess who gets to help her with Trigonometry and Analytical Geometry this year?? Yup, this guy. Definately gonna have to do a refresher course on those.

    Hope things are good down there by the bay.
    Have a good one my friend!!
    I'm sure I'll be lurking later. Ha
    Beef
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    Hello Beef...
    Thanks for the post I'm glad your just living life
    Look into acupuncture it's amazing... You know how it is here dang hot grrr.
    Well I'm exhausted life today not enough hours crazy right for me not so long ago I could just sit on the couch for days... Well I'm glad your doing ok buddy...
    Have a great night...

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    Lvg(Truth),

    Did you see the dueling disco balls tonight?? That little was You Aries....Squee!! Seriously though Mars is off the hook up there. Mars rules Aries & is know for its Anger energy. No worries though cause Uranus is there to save Uranus!!

    Seein’ that this stuff confuses me still thought I would fly through to check on you. You good? Stayin’ chill & finding balance, eh?

    Turn Around Bright Eyes,

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    Quote Originally Posted by ChiefChe View Post
    Lvg(Truth),

    Did you see the dueling disco balls tonight?? That little was You Aries....Squee!! Seriously though Mars is off the hook up there. Mars rules Aries & is know for its Anger energy. No worries though cause Uranus is there to save Uranus!!

    Seein’ that this stuff confuses me still thought I would fly through to check on you. You good? Stayin’ chill & finding balance, eh?

    Turn Around Bright Eyes,

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    Ha angry energy well I'm on day 3 no nicotine not one cigarette no taper no gum no patches here I went again cold turkey. This time around with some clean time well you all know the good addict thinking the extreme worst outcome. I got prepared went got some candy ha talk about more $100.worth geeze yup one too many thousand never enough.... So true.... We are some tough people the war I just been threw well I'm going to beat the cigs... This too shall pass....I'm hanging in Che hope all is going well with you and your family. Oh balance ya know a work in progress...

    ~it's an inside job...

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    Just wanted to say congratulations on day 4 to the cold turkey queen!! How are you feeling besides irritable? I'll be back later. Gotta get back to work.

    Proud of you!!
    Beef
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    Quote Originally Posted by Beefaroni7272 View Post
    Just wanted to say congratulations on day 4 to the cold turkey queen!! How are you feeling besides irritable? I'll be back later. Gotta get back to work.

    Proud of you!!
    Beef
    Well honestly it's pretty easy I can't believe I haven't had any cravings really not too irritable but what I'm feeling is well first I smoked a real long time and prolly 2 1/2packs a day (Hey Randy can you imagine my shoe box now) is that void that loss so I need to change my old behaviors not replace it with another addiction like food eh... Wow the disease manifests itself in other areas.... So like the drugs I just had to surrender just that simple. I got me some good recovery..... So Just for today....

    ~we all have the same 24 hours...
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    That's great!! For me the hardest thing was the first 3 days. After that I didn't really have any physical cravings. It was just breaking the mental habits. Like as soon as you start up the car, eat a good meal, coffee, etc. That and of course aggressively smelling all the smokers that I work with. But it get easier every day. You're gonna have a few days here and there where you really want one for sure. (Sounds familiar huh? Lol) But you got this my friend!! Peppermint worked great for me. Gum candy, anything to keep your mouth occupied.

    Have a great Sunday
    Beef
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    Omg every time I get in the car what's up with that....
    I know I know give up my old way for new ways....
    Really Beef sounds familiar grrrrr. Believe me I researched this to looking for the easy way out ya know what I found.... More of this too shall pass... It takes time... We didn't get here in one day... Put your big girl panties on....
    Morning coffee and no cigarettes now that's tough... I don't do peppermint in my coffee lol...
    Well still going strong just for today....

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    Lvg (Gangsta)

    I LOVE your Style!!! Go Big or Go Home...only in a healing way this time, eh?

    All mind over matter is what I heard on the streets. Since you’re changing things up might as well start with the morning coffee routine. We’re All creatures of habit so Flip that Script.

    I’ll be watching closely b/c this old dog right here needs to learn new tricks. I Do Not want....NO...strike that....I Will Not bring these stinky things back to my New Old house. I got another 4-6 months to reach the pentacle of being sick & tired of being sick & tried.

    Have I told you lately that I’m Proud of you? Forget the big girl panties- you went straight for the black leather daisies!

    1 m&m is too many...1000 Never enough,

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