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    Just felt like screaming something....DAY 19!!!!!!

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    Buck, you are an awesome dude.
    But lay off the hashtags, that's what got you banned :-D

    P.S. DAY 19, WOOOHOOOO!
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    Quote Originally Posted by winged eagle View Post
    Buck, you are an awesome dude.
    But lay off the hashtags, that's what got you banned :-D

    P.S. DAY 19, WOOOHOOOO!
    Thanks for the heads-up WE...

    I never got notified about the hashtags...

    When I logged on this morning, I had 27 new notifications...

    Turns out they were all "liked" posts...

    Sounds like there is an admin out there that is on an island by themself with no sense of humor....

    Besides that, 100% of the blame goes to Marian..

    -Buck

    #Addicted2Hashtags

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    You crazy guy....you got banned for 24 hours and never knew it.
    We both got banned for hashtags....so no more!
    ya got the medal of honor...don't lose it!
    Day 19....Yahoo!!!!!!

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    oh and btw...........
    i'll take some of the blame.....NOT all... lol!
    Not sure how many times i can get banned w/o losing membership?
    i'll have to ask da kiwi that one :P
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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowwally View Post
    oh and btw...........
    i'll take some of the blame.....NOT all... lol!
    Not sure how many times i can get banned w/o losing membership?
    i'll have to ask da kiwi that one :P
    We could find out without asking....Test the waters...?

    I kid....

    By the way, how dare you go back to work and move on with your life and leave me without a partner in crime throughout the days! You need to skip class and join me. Get a substitute!

    Seriously though, I hope you're feeling better with the Cym taper...

    -Buck

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    Quote Originally Posted by Buckeye13 View Post
    We could find out without asking....Test the waters...?

    I kid....

    By the way, how dare you go back to work and move on with your life and leave me without a partner in crime throughout the days! You need to skip class and join me. Get a substitute!

    Seriously though, I hope you're feeling better with the Cym taper...

    -Buck
    ha! i spoiled you ....sleeting here, half day today.....
    taper has been done a few days now....feeling fine. you got me thru that buck and thank you!
    secret to recovery.....laughter and a ban or two...
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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowwally View Post
    ha! i spoiled you ....sleeting here, half day today.....
    taper has been done a few days now....feeling fine. you got me thru that buck and thank you!
    secret to recovery.....laughter and a ban or two...
    Taper done already! Dang girl...

    Nice work...

    It's sleeting in Kansas, it's 65* here in the OH...

    Supposed to be 25* high tomorrow...

    No wonder everybody is getting sick...geeesh...

    Yes, you did spoil me Dorthy...then you left me at the alter...

    -Buck

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    Quote Originally Posted by Buckeye13 View Post
    Taper done already! Dang girl...

    Nice work...

    It's sleeting in Kansas, it's 65* here in the OH...

    Supposed to be 25* high tomorrow...

    No wonder everybody is getting sick...geeesh...

    Yes, you did spoil me Dorthy...then you left me at the alter...

    -Buck
    ha! yup taper done in the midst of madness....no regrets...stopped while i was still laughing.
    all good here! still sleeting out. on the couch reading my book like a good girl....this behaving stuff is wearing on me!
    day 20!
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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowwally View Post
    ha! yup taper done in the midst of madness....no regrets...stopped while i was still laughing.
    all good here! still sleeting out. on the couch reading my book like a good girl....this behaving stuff is wearing on me!
    day 20!
    Stop teasing me...

    I'm picturing you on the couch with the hot librarian glasses...

    Yea though...DAY 20!!!


    -Buck

    #TakinThaBait?

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    Day 20 almost over!

    It will be 3 weeks already tomorrow...

    For anybody that may read this and is thinking about quiting subs, or wanting to quit --- DO IT!

    You will be sooo happy that you did and its worth every bit of what you have to go through to accomplish it...

    It's not easy, but its not nearly as hard as I anticipated it to be and I wish I would've quit years ago...

    You can do it too, trust me and trust yourself...

    -Buck
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    Also, I forgot to mention this earlier...

    My wife and I will find out what we're having a week from tomorrow...

    We have a 2 year old boy, a 1 year old girl, and one more little angel in the oven...

    I'll let y'all know as soon as I do...

    -Buck

    #GoodCleanLivin
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    Congrads on 20 days Buck. Seems like there were quite a few of us that all got off subs within a few weeks of each other. Dont know about rest of you but to me shareing with others who got clean right befor me or just right after me was really beneficial. It really helped ease up my fears on wether i could do it and succeed. I liked what marian said about secret to recovery laughter. Have those days sometimes where i am feeling not quite up to par and sometimes something like just reading on here where people are going back and forth like you and Marian were there would get me laughing and suddenly my day would be much better. This site is good in that besides the guidance we receive here when attempting to get clean and are scared and confused or have run into a roadblock at the time it goes beyond that. Its about the people weve met here and developed friendships with along the way.
    Alex

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    Ya'll Get a ROOM!!!! LOL......
    And CONGRADS on Day 20 Buckeroo!!!!! GREAT JOB Bro!!!!
    Quote Originally Posted by Buckeye13 View Post
    Stop teasing me...

    I'm picturing you on the couch with the hot librarian glasses...

    Yea though...DAY 20!!!


    -Buck

    #TakinThaBait?
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    AWESOME Post AL!!!!!
    Quote Originally Posted by alexnt View Post
    Congrads on 20 days Buck. Seems like there were quite a few of us that all got off subs within a few weeks of each other. Dont know about rest of you but to me shareing with others who got clean right befor me or just right after me was really beneficial. It really helped ease up my fears on wether i could do it and succeed. I liked what marian said about secret to recovery laughter. Have those days sometimes where i am feeling not quite up to par and sometimes something like just reading on here where people are going back and forth like you and Marian were there would get me laughing and suddenly my day would be much better. This site is good in that besides the guidance we receive here when attempting to get clean and are scared and confused or have run into a roadblock at the time it goes beyond that. Its about the people weve met here and developed friendships with along the way.
    Alex

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    3 weeks...

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    Day 22....


    Feeling pretty good. Just not quite comforable yet. I have moments where I feel 100% normal again and then there are still times when I am dead tired when I shouldn't be, I still get random swampazz, and I'm only sneazing about 5X a day now instead of 5X a minute...

    It's gettin gooder everyday. Yea I said gooder...

    The thing that bothers me most right now is hitting the wall at like 11 or noon, instead of late afternoon or evening like a typical person might but that even seems to improve every day...

    Today is my last day of my antibiotic for the sinusitis. That was pretty shizzy but I feel better from that...

    Other than that, I have had some dry watery eyes, and I still have to take some Immodium every now and then..

    These are all very minor and I can see myself improving every day...

    It's nice to be in adjustment mode, and out of survival mode...

    Next up, normal...

    -Buck

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    What's up big homie? I'm doing much better at .62 once a day. I'm sleeping good but feel a lot of anxiety at times. Congrats buck on the new edition coming. I also have a 16 yr old daughter who lives in Maryland. We r very close but my 2 yr old is with me 24/7 and I love it. Buck I only hope I can get to where you are my friend in your recovery. Peace & have a great weekend.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Buckeye13 View Post
    Day 22....


    Feeling pretty good. Just not quite comforable yet. I have moments where I feel 100% normal again and then there are still times when I am dead tired when I shouldn't be, I still get random swampazz, and I'm only sneazing about 5X a day now instead of 5X a minute...

    It's gettin gooder everyday. Yea I said gooder...

    The thing that bothers me most right now is hitting the wall at like 11 or noon, instead of late afternoon or evening like a typical person might but that even seems to improve every day...

    Today is my last day of my antibiotic for the sinusitis. That was pretty shizzy but I feel better from that...

    Other than that, I have had some dry watery eyes, and I still have to take some Immodium every now and then..

    These are all very minor and I can see myself improving every day...

    It's nice to be in adjustment mode, and out of survival mode...

    Next up, normal...

    -Buck
    you might get gooder but you don't have a CHANCE in hades of being normal! :P
    Congrats on day 22
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    Quote Originally Posted by Izzyperk10 View Post
    What's up big homie? I'm doing much better at .62 once a day. I'm sleeping good but feel a lot of anxiety at times. Congrats buck on the new edition coming. I also have a 16 yr old daughter who lives in Maryland. We r very close but my 2 yr old is with me 24/7 and I love it. Buck I only hope I can get to where you are my friend in your recovery. Peace & have a great weekend.
    You'll get there my man...

    When I was under 1mg/day I kept feeling like this is never going to end. I started to lose my patients a bit, and then I woke up one morning (Jan 11th) and I just knew that yesterday's dose was the last I would ever take. I didn't know that or feel that the night before when I went to bed but that morning I KNEW I was done. What a sweet feeling!

    You will get there, the finish line is close...

    Stay thirsty my friend...

    -Buck

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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowwally View Post
    ...like a good girl....this behaving stuff is wearing on me!

    Quote Originally Posted by shadowwally View Post
    you might get gooder but you don't have a CHANCE in hades of being normal! :P
    Congrats on day 22
    Thanks Marion...

    I knew you couldn't be a "good girl" forever...

    Just don't get me in trouble, I've been a fairly good boy lately...

    I can't be running around with bad influences, ya know?

    -Buck


    Let your hair down, it's friday...it's Ban Day Eve...

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    Quote Originally Posted by Buckeye13 View Post
    Thanks Marion...

    I knew you couldn't be a "good girl" forever...

    Just don't get me in trouble, I've been a fairly good boy lately...

    I can't be running around with bad influences, ya know?

    -Buck


    Let your hair down, it's friday...it's Ban Day Eve...
    trying to keep you out of trouble lil pup.....
    ban day eve.....lol

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    Thank you mods.....
    much appreciated.

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    Quote Originally Posted by alexnt View Post
    Congrads on 20 days Buck. Seems like there were quite a few of us that all got off subs within a few weeks of each other. Dont know about rest of you but to me shareing with others who got clean right befor me or just right after me was really beneficial. It really helped ease up my fears on wether i could do it and succeed. I liked what marian said about secret to recovery laughter. Have those days sometimes where i am feeling not quite up to par and sometimes something like just reading on here where people are going back and forth like you and Marian were there would get me laughing and suddenly my day would be much better. This site is good in that besides the guidance we receive here when attempting to get clean and are scared and confused or have run into a roadblock at the time it goes beyond that. Its about the people weve met here and developed friendships with along the way.
    Alex
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    Soooo Buck....

    Here's what you have done for me lil pup....

    before coming off the cymbalta i read the threads here.....looked everywhere....

    all the stories seemed to be horrifying.

    Then I realized one thing that everyone says that joins this forum, it's different.....
    We LAUGH at fear...we thread hop, suffer, laugh and we MAKE it....
    so I decided forget the horror stories....there are just as many about coming off subs....
    did it stop you? Harry? Alex?? all the rest? no!
    So if you guys could all do that i surely could taper and jump off the cymb....
    and i landed on my feet with a giggle....true dat!

    So Buck, on Tuesday when you read this....hop on and give me a shout...
    i owe you buddy, big time!
    Thanks for the fun, the laughs, the silliness....
    for helping me get off the cymb......

    don't leave me at the altar here....

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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowwally View Post
    Soooo Buck....

    Here's what you have done for me lil pup....

    before coming off the cymbalta i read the threads here.....looked everywhere....

    all the stories seemed to be horrifying.

    Then I realized one thing that everyone says that joins this forum, it's different.....
    We LAUGH at fear...we thread hop, suffer, laugh and we MAKE it....
    so I decided forget the horror stories....there are just as many about coming off subs....
    did it stop you? Harry? Alex?? all the rest? no!
    So if you guys could all do that i surely could taper and jump off the cymb....
    and i landed on my feet with a giggle....true dat!

    So Buck, on Tuesday when you read this....hop on and give me a shout...
    i owe you buddy, big time!
    Thanks for the fun, the laughs, the silliness....
    for helping me get off the cymb......

    don't leave me at the altar here....
    Marion: I just read a post in plzfreeme's thread and was thinkin..... yup this forum is so different. We laugh, cry, fear, hope, fight, cheer each other on. But when you read the ending of those horror stories, like plzfreeme's ....... others see that it CAN be done. That there is the light at the end of the tunnel. I laughed so hard at you and buck's antics and thread hopping. So glad your off the Cymbalta, another warrior showing that this fight CAN be won. You too Buck!

    Rose
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    Quote Originally Posted by iloerose View Post
    Marion: I just read a post in plzfreeme's thread and was thinkin..... yup this forum is so different. We laugh, cry, fear, hope, fight, cheer each other on. But when you read the ending of those horror stories, like plzfreeme's ....... others see that it CAN be done. That there is the light at the end of the tunnel. I laughed so hard at you and buck's antics and thread hopping. So glad your off the Cymbalta, another warrior showing that this fight CAN be won. You too Buck!

    Rose
    Hey Marian and Buck....yup, totally agree with Rose here and so happy u were able to get off that AD Marian with Buck's help along the way. i've ALWAYS been a believer that laughter is the best medicine and it can apply to almost every situation. u guys had me laughing so hard with ur quick wit, going back and forth with sharp banter, and keeping us all in suspense as to what was going to be next. even those that are clean have bad days all the time and the posts we were able to read made for a much better day for many of us, especially me at the time.

    Kikker
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    Hey guys....
    here's the deal,
    the mods have a tough job keeping us all in line.
    this thread was closed for a short time, but the mods realized i think that there is much benefit to laughter.
    When i jumped off the fent patches here, it was basically all done on another person's thread.
    Then when making the jump off cymb i used other threads.
    I'm worried that Buck is upset because his thread was closed for a short bit....
    so buckaroo....we all wan
    t you here you little pup.....
    recovery never stops,
    i didn't even know i was going to attempt the cymb until i was reading the sub threads and realized i could do it.
    i thought my journey had stopped with the fent and benzo...
    nope........
    b/c of this forum, threads like this (and all the ones we hi-jacked....(they were all folks who kinda "knew" us)...
    i decided to make it a full meal deal and got off the very last med......
    so this forum is unique in that we have mods with a heart, and open to not just getting clean here,
    but using the tools we need to get us through. i'm not saying we have to use hashtags....but yes, humor is a must for so many of us...and we keep continuing to succeed here....so oh yea..we all rock!
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    BUCK! Where you at, bro? You left me alone with these women...and kikker. Not that i'm complaining, lol. I suppose you're just returning the favor i guess...sorry i've been gone, man. Things have been...complicated. I've still got your back tho, bro! Drop a line soon...curious as to how you're doing...
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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowwally View Post
    Soooo Buck....

    Here's what you have done for me lil pup....

    before coming off the cymbalta i read the threads here.....looked everywhere....

    all the stories seemed to be horrifying.

    Then I realized one thing that everyone says that joins this forum, it's different.....
    We LAUGH at fear...we thread hop, suffer, laugh and we MAKE it....
    so I decided forget the horror stories....there are just as many about coming off subs....
    did it stop you? Harry? Alex?? all the rest? no!
    So if you guys could all do that i surely could taper and jump off the cymb....
    and i landed on my feet with a giggle....true dat!

    So Buck, on Tuesday when you read this....hop on and give me a shout...
    i owe you buddy, big time!
    Thanks for the fun, the laughs, the silliness....
    for helping me get off the cymb......

    don't leave me at the altar here....
    Just made my day...

    I'm glad they unlocked this thread hehe..

    Seriously Marion, it makes me so happy to hear that you landed on your feet and if I had 1% to do with that, that is some cool shiz...

    I hope to hear from you sometime today...

    It is about time for you to call off of work again right? And Presidents Day is in about 2 weeks so you can milk that too...I kid girl..

    Glad you're doing well...


    -Pup
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